Monday, January 14, 2008

So close

Chics are good to be around. Fun to be with date and do stuff.
i love it.
But sometimes they miss their periods and you know it! Nature has outsmarted you.
A bastard could be coming.
when the last period corresponds to the last known activity time, you get worried.
Because you are a dad.
and may be a husband to be.
the chics parent works with some disciplined force. and she can shoot you.
nature may not select your best chic to be pregnant.
and conscience plays a big role in not disowning violently or doing a disappearing act.
It happened to me.
In that case i visit 0.5. he is not a psychiatrist. But i need to talk to someone. I can take ridicule, insults but who knows, he may actually pretend to be concerned. Give it a shot.
or should i read 'things fall apart'
This guy has a doctor friend who prescribes a pregnancy test.
The cost is low. 2 different brands for confirmation.
some urine please?
annnnd hold your heart. throbbing ...pounding....exploding...
a minute later and there it is.
No one is pregant.
I am not a father.
No role for conscience.
a red flag i raised.
Lest i became a father, and a husband.
so close i was.
My only chance in a decade to think of such possibilities


Blogger Samborera said...

In your what if analysis, how did you recon things would go if the stick turned blue [or whatever colour it turns when the test is positive].

Monday, January 14, 2008 7:01:00 PM  
Blogger matejivu said...

I have dated this chic for a year. Remarkable heh.
plus or minus i was thinking of owning up and going long term.
I have always thot. when does one think now: i'll have a wife, were it not for such circumstances.
I did a fake pre-test counselling assuring her that i would stand by her through all no matter what. That id for her to agree to the test.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008 8:51:00 AM  

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