So close

Chics are good to be around. Fun to be with date and do stuff.
i love it.
But sometimes they miss their periods and you know it! Nature has outsmarted you.
A bastard could be coming.
when the last period corresponds to the last known activity time, you get worried.
Because you are a dad.
and may be a husband to be.
the chics parent works with some disciplined force. and she can shoot you.
nature may not select your best chic to be pregnant.
and conscience plays a big role in not disowning violently or doing a disappearing act.
It happened to me.
In that case i visit 0.5. he is not a psychiatrist. But i need to talk to someone. I can take ridicule, insults but who knows, he may actually pretend to be concerned. Give it a shot.
or should i read 'things fall apart'
This guy has a doctor friend who prescribes a pregnancy test.
The cost is low. 2 different brands for confirmation.
some urine please?
annnnd hold your heart. throbbing ...pounding....exploding...
a minute later and there it is.
No one is pregant.
I am not a father.
No role for conscience.
a red flag i raised.
Lest i became a father, and a husband.
so close i was.
My only chance in a decade to think of such possibilities