Always behind

I think acceptance of the self is the first step to...I don't know what. I accept that I am a lazy oaf, always lagging behind, without a clue. For those of you who knew Kamikaze sat for some paper last year, the results are out. And I get to know a whole week after all the other guys know. Obviously I am letting you know this because I passed, and someone better buy me alcohol or you'll never hear the end of it.